wondering should i give up everything i have here, my friends, my job . to try again n start over at some place new, where i know no one at all . that is the question iv been asking myself d whole nite .the visa has been approved . what kind of visa? im not sure about it . thats what worries me the most  . what is gonna happen in a few months time . even the period and time length is so short but i cant see what would i be doing or where would i be . it all seems like a cloudy blurry picture like this picture above . dreaming n wondering what would become of me in the next few months . the only thing i can feel now is worrying abt d problem . but then thats not gonna help anything or solve anything at all, even one bit cz i wont and i dont have d answer to it right this moment .what would be of me .. i wonder