i can say this is my last entry ill do in kch before i head on my long journey thats gonna change my life tml .
well its so early on the last sunday morning . last night was like a dream, dreams where u have butterflies all inside and all .when i opened my eyes a while ago . i couldnt believei would b leaving 26hrs time . i couldnt believe the whole gang were dancing there last nite till Grappa closed down . i couldnt believe i did had the last dance till the last track . shout out to deek n his girl, durian vince, fat jo, camel siaw, 45 seng, camera tak, avalanche aka lanchiaw,soulmate soon,kim my cousin,meli from aus, rina n balan, the weird unclessabrina d prom queen can say my dancing partner while the other may throw ice once in a while . one of those most happening clubbing scene in kuching ever . i know they all wanted to make me cry n never forget that i have these one in a million friends back here at here .
had a great time this morning . manage to squeeze in laksa, a movie, lunch, red tea . trying to make more time for all of the wonders in kuching . like i said u never realize wat or how things are so precious n beautiful till u reach the moment of seperation . guess im human after all . im feeling abit blue n sad . my friends . my family . my dancing partner . wish i had one more week to go . but i guess its gonna b all over soon . gonna miss all of it . esp those ppl who i never consider as even ‘friends’ even came close n did those nice things to me n make me wonder . is it for show . or is it gonna melt me inside ? i wonder how im gonna be at 11 tommorow . how weird it was a few weeks back when i tot i was gonna b real happy to leave kch . then i know im gonna break down tml . just hope i dont get too emotional . iv always been able to b cold . why cant i be like that now? time is running out . ill b back to see all of u guys again man .. soon