well vegas was great, cant really put it in words . really an eye opener . united states is a great place . u may see it in the tvs, read it in the books, but u really have to breathe the air to have a feel of it . its my 12th day here . d endless of millions of cars on the freeway never ends . it represents how big n huge d place is, full of variations of ppl . full of dreams yet the same time full of nightmare . but its kinda scary .. sad to say, when i thought iv prepared myself fot the big city since i was small when i watched those wallstreet movies . for now its a tough transition for me . goin thru all this . with no friends . cant do the things i used to do, guess i din thought it would b this tough n hard . but its all i want .. since dunno when . guess iv given up everything n move fwd n chase after my dreams . theres no lookin back now . its gonna b a new year in 2 days . why are things like this?  ‘everything happens for a reason’ is it for real? or ppl just create it to have smth to blif in .. i wonder …