gradually adapting to life i guess . lookin at the pic ah siaw posted today, it brought back so many memories . those memories that are buried down n deep inside . inside d pic half of 18 ppl are not in kuching at d moment . all went diffrent routes n are writing their own stories, not exactly as wat i felt n plan when i took the pic . never expect all this to happen in my life . ah soon, u ask me to look in ur eyes and honestly tell u im happy . thats a tough one . wat is happiness? is it d feeling of completion when u have everything? most ppl in this world .. their whole lifetime . they cant have all they wanted . the ppl they want to b by theirside , the things they long for . most ppl just aint that lucky . adapting to life . its friday night 9.30pm, and im abt to change into my pjs . theres no one to look for . after high skool i kinda had my total freedom to do anything i want, to go anywhere i want, anytime i want . but right now . its like its all reverse to d time when i had nothing . even when i look at d mirror i see someone pathetic that chose a route without gatherin more info b4 heading on to it . but i guess im here . wat can i say . i cant go back . n yet its so hard to go forth .. 5mths n 3days since i step foot on the city of angels . its not a walk in a park ..a friend of mine steven asked me not to give up hope n look for my own paradise here, or at least to build one here ..think abt it .. in the end of this journey ur standing there on d edge by urself …no one is gonna tag along with u n share all d moments all d way .. sad .. kore ne, jinsei .. such is life ..