i finally come to fully understand wat are d things u try to let me see n feel . without bitterness, ull feel no sweetness, without sadness, there wont b meaning for happiness . for the past 6 mths . it was pretty a bumpy road . mood swings, sadness, home sick .. then at d point where im just abt to give up . even calling to check n was abt to take d next flight home , suddenly a few days later . everything went 180 degress and head for a new direction . during the 5days road trip . it was a new exp for me . had lot of time to think abt things dat has happened to me n things dat are happening for me . officially i can call the city of angels my ‘home’ . during the d road trip, i couldnt bliv it but i was missing d ppl in LA . each and everyone of em . sometimes u just have to taste some salt in order for u to know how sweet is d sugar . while on d road trip, no words can express how is it like to see d ray of sunlights shooting out from the horizon by d waves , d stars in d sky so clear at d same time . with d sea breeze gushing by u . n music playing while u drive along d coast , i really can see it all so clear all of a sudden, yet im wondering how did it all fall into place? why did a door of light suddenly show up when im abt to give up everything ..
last but not least, i din expect myself hugging n growing close to someone, d worst part is missing her . she has d other bear ..