philosophy . d love of wisdom . wat is wisdom . when emotions n memories collaborate? aint it just creates contradictions? why is there memories? why are there emotions? and yet we claim to have knowledge n wisdom? are we rational? memories cannot b thrown away at will . and yet they sometime haunts us . does it really push us fwd to b stronger? does it really makes us wiser? does it really help us appreciate things? so many questions , yet so lil answers .
more than 5yrs ago . a very very good friend of mine by the name of ronnie sng passed away june 2000 . he never got the chance to live his dreams or to even chase after em . life is so short . just close ur eyes . n everything is gone . but still sometimes . i tend to forget n its a bad habit of mine of forgettin how precious life is . n how lil chance n time we have . but then sometimes we get lost . its like we’r trap in this big energy wave . n we let it bring us around . instead of wat we should b doing . that is standing on our 2 feet n think wat do we really want in life . but when we do ask that question . ..its one of d hardest question for me to answer .. theres no formula or correct answer to it . but yet we have to find d ultimate answer . d answer to our own hearts . i guess we have to look deep inside for that .
well . wats been happenin recently . d monster massive was a blast .. had tons n tons of ppl dress up in weird shit . by 2am . i was already tired . was i tired of shuffling? or was i tired of raving? i was questionin myself . have i had enuff or raving? or is it cz i din pop? stuff myself with alcohol?
but last nite . it was great . down at west hollywood . mayb 15mins drive . without traffic from my house . had a blast .. tons of ppl .. 200k ppl on d streets partying with ryan seacrest . kiis fm . 102.7 . ppl dancing . guys, girls, watever , walking around . dress in d most outrageous costumes iv ever seen in my life .. we got out of there around 1am . superb experience ..
my 1st halloween in the city of angels ..