yesterday . is it a day away from today or is it ages away from today . while i was driving d chevy malibu yesterday . i tot of my baby .. d one dat came into my life abt 3yrs ago . i still remember d 1st day when i came home n i saw her , i remember how my heart pounded lookin at her sitting inside the garage with her back facing me.. n eventually i had the chance to dress her up over d years . with 16” rims n low springs n mufflers n tinted windows, cd player n some sony sound system . it wasnt the fastest car in the world or the prettiest car on the street but .. it was my car , shev been with me over d rainy n sunny days , the ups and downs . while bringing it to d car wash n driving it to play ball . she was my pride , she was part of me . her name was qkr6631 . kinda miss her and also that silly little city named .. kuching .. i used to curse n say how much i hate it . over the years i was trying to get out of that little city on borneo island . n yet now . come to realize it . there was no other place in d world similiar to it . the ppl i know . the ppl i hang out with . d food i ate . my grannys n my cousins n those familiar faces walkin around town . n those dumb ppl who try to b diffrent .. miss d silly times . d cs period which made me flunk my engineering course . n cause lots of trouble n waste lots of money . yet all those exp from the past . all those scars and burn marks made me who i am today . n brought me where i am standing right now .
i guess we all cant have everything . can we . thats d beauty of it . if we can have everything . it wouldnt b bring any meaning . or value to the things we possess . but then again sometimes . when we cant have d things dat we want, we try to comfort ourselves by saying . ‘mayb its just not meant to be’ . but is that an excuse or is it really true? do things really happen for a reason? n yet i cant find the reasons for most of the things happening to me ..
/-/ predictablity /-/